poem: plessure and pain

I rot in the pit of hell
I burn with the flame of desire
I lost the thing i loved the most
I have nothing to gain
so kill me quickly
and make it last
I want to know true pain
make me scream with pleasure
cut deep into my veins
I'll bleed out lust
I'll cry with shame
so beat me till I'm blue
pull out all my hair
make me cry for you
just keep me close
hold me near
never let me go
till I die
I want you to know
love me with this rage
that I love to know